Excited?? yes, a little, or maybe alot....and it's not just 'cause of the hollydays noo, it's all about the feelings, the meaning i give to the things.... because, like you Know, i'm a fuckin' dreamer....that's why...
I have plans you know?? thing to do and things to share, I don't know, maybe it's a little bit risky write them in here, but anyway i'll do it, I don't care....
Suddenly, i've noticed my unusual moode.... sometimes, angry, sad, or just like i'm not here, like if i was in dreamingland or why not, scaryland!!! uuuhhhhh.............
Yeah I know, it's boring...... but it's never late to do things I should have done a long long time ago, or be doing during my life.... but i'm a stupid, i'm a "I deserve everything" little sissy person.... That's why i'll do what i'll do.... yeah maybe i'll cry, i'll make rivers of humid words and thousands of smiles and hugs will descend to my arms, cozzy and reconfortant...... and they will say "ÿou've got a tremendous mind, i thought you were just a party girl without feelingS, without love to share with us, i hope these are not just words but changes in you....."
Ohhh yeah, i'm hearing now those empty words... but I wish them to not be empty, but full of... of... I don't know, anything!!!
I just hope they apreciate the effort, çause that's what counts, or am I wrong??? totally haha.....
Well, I think i'm running out of my mind, I'll better stop all this...words...
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